So yesterday was my due date
from my first pregnancy.  When I first
found out I was pregnant I immediately started planning “To Do” Lists, and
invite lists for the baby shower, and furniture for the nursery, etc.  I had pictures of every Pregnancy test I did,
a secret wall on Pinterest with all of these great ideas for how to announce
the pregnancy.  DH and I finalized some
names we really loved, etc.  Anyways, after
each of the miscarriages I would delete all of these things so that there was
no evidence of a pregnancy after that. 
(Just in case I had a sad day and stumbled upon one of my many
lists)  Well, apparently I forgot to delete
one thing.  My due date reminder in my
calendar.  I ended up having a really
great day, but when that notification randomly popped up on my phone that
morning. . it was a little upsetting.  It
is crazy to think how different my life would be today if that was the
case.  Not saying that the life I have
isn’t as good because I don’t have that baby yet . . because I truly don’t
believe that is the case.  I love our
life.  It’s Just Different.
                                                                Thanks
for reading, 
                                                                                Lindsay
 
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